It’s been another week of ups and downs with my Master Key work. I have been working very hard since last Sunday’s webinar about quitting. I put myself all in, and worked really hard at understanding the lesson and doing all the exercises. Suddenly, yesterday my spirits just plunged at the end of the day and I even started crying out of the blue with no real reason. I continued with the nighttime readings, though I just could not write a blog for anything. Then today, I kept procrastinating on doing the readings and getting ready for tomorrow’s lesson.
Why this sudden shift of emotions? Was it the old blueprint popping backup? Maybe. I have been concentrating very hard on letting everything go and looking for “I” and the universe within in my sits. So far, I found it very easy to relax and it’s getting easier to let other thoughts go, but I don’t seem to be able to find my “I” yet. It has seemed close, but still elusive. Maybe subby and the old blueprint are fighting to stay relevant, and that is why the last two days have been so difficult.
The journey goes on. I am loving it, but there are times when it’s not easy!