At some point, writing this blog has to get easier, and I have promised myself I will complete this requirement. But I sit here wondering what to write. I’m not used to sharing myself and my thoughts in writing, and so publicly. Do I just remain an observer and reporter, relaying those things I have noticed over the week? Perhaps that is enough for now, and the rest will come as we continue on the Master Key journey.
The most noticeable occurrence for me was a definite slide back into the old blueprint on two occasions. There was no doubt that I was reacting to the situations as my old blueprint directed. But, the best part was that I recognized what was happening, not immediately, but enough to be able to stop and think about my reaction, and think “wait a minute, I don’t have to feel unworthy and unloved. I can control this myself!” I was able to apply the Law of Substitution and the Law of Dual Thought and be conscious of what I was feeding my subby! Wow! I have studied Cognitive Behavioral Therapy and used it in my career. But all of a sudden, it makes such crystal clear sense to me, and it has only been revealed through the work I am doing in the Master Mind class!
So I am facing my fear of putting my thoughts in writing, facing a radically new way of thinking and using it to become a better person. People in this group have been so giving of assistance, love and support that I am just amazed, and more than ready to give back as much as I have to give! One of the most important lessons I am learning is that each person’s journey is unique to them and there is no competition here or need to compare oneself with others. It is so freeing!